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an original poem by Joshua Brown
I experienced this strange ecliptic
And off of that experience my life
Was based on warfare bloody illed
Against those who mirrored, strife.
Frustrated by that silent stare abyss
Could none relate to a man in hell?
Whose desire to God was just told
By his invisibility to the woman pale
Untouched by desire and sun's rays
Divorced from reality and true will
Not in some lossy form static grief
But that pure adaptive femme thrill
Life unbound by violent force trod
Instead identity of those who allow
Whether through sexual access gift
Or camaraderie of his families' bough
Press me, bitch, try me by Artexerxes
His lustful gaze at earth bemoans you
A heated call to those in tune on God
Withhold not, that dreadful balls blue
And beauty to survive that fatherless
By crooked will and internal feigning
Thank you, Ma, for that deceitful hell
Rained down by cuckoldry dripping
That man, paying dearly for his sins
Humiliation beyond skinned divinity
But gifted some reprieve from cage
Erected by my stepdads own pretty
I'm sorry, Dad. For to see that grail
Burned against your flesh cauterized
As if by choice you joined that band
Of unholy murderers of peaceful wise
Lick that clit, forced by time slitted
Into approval of that unspoken blood
By her who made impossible clause
In contract of church and holy God
Ah, but none could speak of that sin
For to speak of sin would kill him
An impossible moral conflagration
Fanned in flames of religious whim
But story we will never hear of they
Whom and who to accomplice pain
Against that child, a progeny of fist,
Into that doorway built of oily rain.
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đź“… Written August 14, 2023
đź“ŤWritten in Aurora, Colorado, United States, North America
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Thanks for reading this deeply personal poem. I really hope to resonate with others with my poetry and help provide insight and powerful change to how people act in the world, hopefully, of course, for the better.
Although their are relationships mentioned in the poem, they are not necessarily meant as personal relationships but broader categories of even my own identities.
Also I would encourage you to check out my last poem "Replaceable" which is my contemplations on the infiltration of Christianity into the depths of true wickedness, specifically into the life and aura of the patriarch Abraham. I think it's a powerful poem and you will find it challenging to say the least.
Please consider donating and hey, btw, if you didn't notice, I made a video of this poem here.
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